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In night, meal finishes , take a walk on avenue. Rapid end of the year , there are many matters that will be done , feeling is very tired. Nearby have a massage shop that does specially to point to press have reserved to my impression is good, safe type massage art and skill goes to position very much. It is taken off that I think of and then enjoy one. As soon as foot is steped into room door, some months have not come , massage room changes shape. What a glance is seen is that one very evil spirit the screen that melts , screen back, Nuo big room has been separated unexpectedly between a lot of little. Do you fit up again or change boss? I feel puzzled , consider whether will sit.
Now, one coils to hair , appearance elephant shop boss , 30
" is? Why do you do not see person?
Voice just falls , a dress is sexy , the younger sister who hits fashionable, dew chest dew leg walks out of from inner room, sight fan Mei goblin Rao. She smile land gaze at me, is waiting for me to start to talk. I shake the head , expression in appearance not. Send corridor although do not come frequently, experience is still some. This kind of woman that dresses up is dry alive major event doer surely, regular massage technical ability has no ability grasp surely. If I let her do safe type massage for me, she can regard me totally as paste can , smashes paste for me.
" coil to send woman " see me to turn round want go to Appearance De, say: " is not satisfying? Want not I come to you to do massage. How? " " a plate of hair woman " dress condensation, do not show mountain do not show water, look to resemble a decent woman. I have agreed , follow " coil to send woman " to enter little house. So-called little house bars originally with cloth, but La-Jin-La happens. I just enter bed," coil to send woman " as if change magic to take a white towel cover normally on my waist, then, the head for me begins to do massage.
Safe type massage need not cover towel, cover towel is not safe type massage. Obviously, " coil to send woman " will not be also regular to massage , meeting paste massage. It is also the matter of 20 Yuan however to be taken in finally , it is too high to ask to do not want. I am closing eye to take a rest , " coil to send woman " have stretched both hands in my clothing , stay in my the pit of stomach , pet my nipple.
A little while, " coil to send woman " ask me softly: " Mr, are needs dry and alive? It is come to that if need , I call a little younger sister error! " I shake the head , reply: " I not need younger sister! " " coil to send woman " have stoped a meeting to again ask: " that lets me serve you with mouth one time , do you want? " I shake the head still, say: " you need to help me to knock leg rub waist may , I add your money of 20 Yuan, a finally 2 clock clocks, such total may? "
" coil to send woman " see my attitude to correct , subject turns open. And I want to ask inadvertently that this asks that , pack those pure feelings shape that never sends corridor. Inquire several times, I have known her life experience. She now comes forward in the last day of the lunar year, birth in Wenzhou suburb a countryside family. Separate and livelihood have a son. Check , read the level of 3 years , is raised by her. Ex-husband current Xinjiang a hospital does green chemical engineering to do. Her level speech is in the woman of this age part by oneself, it is very difficult to want to seek a seemly work. Have to, have to first actually bent self, mix in sending corridor. It is good to have meal to eat than having no meal, at least, will not let self still have son to go hungry. However, she again replenishes to declare to say , delivers by oneself with a maximum of gang others mouth, not sexual intercourse.
Mouth is delivered , have what difference with sexual intercourse? " coil to send woman " this words are deceiving clearly, for self make is to carry out defense. Point has no meaning! As if is prostitute the same reason in sending corridor with the woman with hue of field, only is " send corridor sister " sound than "prostitute" elegant point has dismissed , its essence is the same, sell human body , gain the money of man.
" coil to send woman " find out me probably feel uncertain , say: " you can say that is bad woman surely with the woman of own human body and man trade? Is the man who not satisfies carnal desire with money good man surely? A person spoil and is good, difference does not lie in this. Is engaged in the hair of this business corridor sister not is every one is shameless , the shelf of very important person , the dirty woman who does not want self-respect? Is same, go to hair the man in corridor also will not every one is the good goods of gentleman. A thing a thing that matches. This world is fair. If believe woman to sell body , it is depraved behavior, so coming to is the man of enjoyment what to be not a depraved member ever? I feel that 'degeneration' is not the word of derogatory sense sometimes, man does not show 'degeneration' in this respect , is still not a complete man really! "
I have smiled , say: " man leans 'degeneration' complete life, I still hear this theory for the first time. However, it is a lot of that man can not record after the matter of beauty barrier especially excellent man, in sexual aspect. It is near and old It Yu example does not say , TV play" bright sword" Wang Jin Shan of original shape of leading role Li Yun Long, he is when second half livelihood cannot rush beauty barrier, let do from the aunt of wife and children to be possessed , eventually, old old woman writes letter to accuse to central government, quilt so as reduce duty , expel the handling of party membership. Still have , young Jiang Jie Shi, color is very heavy. He writes road on the diary of early years: ' my illness is good color! Road goes up see beauty also excited. See the gorgeous excited, notes once of serious offense. ' he when from Fujian want go to Shanghai road by Hong Kong, say on diary: ' Hong Kong is world of sensual pleasures, remain whether stand the test, see today! Result evening of same day he again goes brothel. ' as! Say that Jiang Jie Shi is necessary to mention a person, she calls 'Jie Mei' , is prostitute, Jiang Jie Shi is on good terms very much with her , is situated between eyebrow to hope that marry , Jiang also have this Yi, but Jiang Jie Shi must be situated between eyebrow to write a treaty of alliance , is also feelings warranty. Is but situated between eyebrow would not, this matter is yellow. The second country history of current Nanjing house still hides have to be situated between eyebrow write the letter given Jiang Jie Shi, inside writes road: ' alive is Jiang household, it is Jiang Jia Gui to die. ' Jiang will battle to Fujian, is situated between eyebrow to send her on ship , ask to go together. Jiang do not permit , say that the bed on ship is very dirty. Is situated between eyebrow requirement Jiang Jie Shi to stay in Shanghai , and then accompany her for few days, Jiang agreement. Afterwards, Jiang Jie Shi regrets for this very much , writes road in diary: ' I real is not picture words, before leaving home, latitude pulls my hand, do not let me go , mother values illness in bed, I have not taken notice of , but I unexpectedly when is situated between eyebrow home have lived in well few days. ' "
Say that here, my one is thought of , incorrect! I make money , should let " coil to send woman " start to talk to speak! What runway do I snatch? There is illness! I turn subject promptly , ask: " you can say , what reason divorce does your two stem from? "
" coil to send woman " have thought that one is thought of , is replied: " reason is very simple, I feel my old public is the man who not takes the responsibility for and has no career. He do not take the responsibility to show in home have eat have no eat no matter, it has wine by all means by oneself to drink , have brand to hit trip. On the problem that child educates , we arise divergence, he thinks so long as child studies to know some word may , key is to learn to meet surroundings. His law of suiting melt less money, send child to native land to study, so as soon as hiting with around little partner to become , it is a; 2 comes may save family expense cost. He no career expression when do not beg to go forward. Taking 100 Yuan today for today want to how to use , it is the same that seeming to do not need will be stolen by others. Tomorrow in pocket, having got 200 Yuan want to improve mess , is not to want to store day after tomorrow if having got 300 Yuan, want to consider clothing , buy the high grade utensils such as power vehicle. That I ask him, you this goes to work distance is also not far, trunk Ma insist to buy power vehicle? He replies , it can be proved that I can can afford the very power vehicle: I am not a poor town person. He is a pragmatism person, on hand go up once a little money, want expense to fall immediately , can make money by oneself with this proof , is different with other poors. He is a green little group leader that organizes chemically at most only, it is high that income can have? Trunk Ma will go with other person easily than. The brain has illness , proof self not poor is so proved. I suggest him to jump out of own trunk again and again, even having lost , I also accept as unavoidable. May he is to not depend on me, saying me is hair increases knowledge is short. If I am male, I can jump out of own trunk surely. Man this not firm namely clear man has no career-mindedness may speech. Why must man be firm? Is intense because of this social competition, you not upward, even if do not move , others if upward one step, it is backward to be equivalent to you one step. I the man who does not hope that I marry falls behind than me one step even tens of steps. "
I have smiled again , say: " the
" smile " coil to send woman " say: " I have not felt that self has the place in which what does not go to position. Though, this kind of our occupation can not be now still despised openly, as before by people, but we are still that one has the person of independent personality. It is wasteful that I do not like , I make money with this kind of method , let son in Shanghai reading, though, means are not wise , but have definite purpose , are to let my son speak Shanghai words since childhood, go along its culture that blends in this city naturally in atmosphere and humanity environment. If say that my behavior is not noble, a little sad and pitiful, I accept as unavoidable. For my son, it can have a good atmosphere in the future , sacrifices my life in order to gain son lifelong happiness, I feel that have worthed too! In short: Son is my dream; My life is entrusted completely. "
" coil to send woman " descend the stairs to me to hold , come on a cup of plain boiled water, continuity just now subject say: " though I am countryside comes , but still those countrysides that I most despise the brother of job hunting that comes. You have not seen that brother wears with me the tattered shoe can not stand to wash the shape of foot. Foot bad smell does not say , dirty thing attaches have thick first floor on instep. It is each to return to wash their leg, my heart is always to take out. It is hateful! These manpowers go up once have so some money heart itch body itch , bargain with us , want to gain highest profit with minimum cost. Do not make mistake He! Hair corridor again why is also not food market , go to receipt city meeting lowly price sells. We are to send corridor woman, but we are absolutely not lowly to sell own body. It is me to change to become , if sorry will seek corner to put by oneself fall , then, take this some little money to buy new trousers and shoe. Do not make mistake , you are man He! Do you needn't be so despised by woman? It still has what position by the man with not high position that woman despises may speech? "
" have reason! " I say: " I think still moreover once young Jiang Jie Shi, he for solution is depressed, self console. He is so recording road in diary: So as 'Zi Wei Zhen Xing Jing Shen'. As this, depend on me see , man shows stimulated in sexual aspect, this is not the what shortcoming of man, is woman gets victory the place of the weakness of man. Talk with you, I feel that you are very good at speaking , working here real is Gao Pao dozen mosquitoes - - has wasted talent. "
Now," coil to send woman " get up suddenly directly
" not La! " I get up to sit , pay the money of 40 Yuan , go to person. " coil to send woman " when I smile after death to say that say: " may do not want next time again when coming to run to be wrong place He! "
Home on the road, I am thinking , can find out , " coil to send woman " respect work very much; Also very Cheng is simple, frank, these qualities if put on other post, people will feel that it has America. However, once fall down to hair in corridor this profession, people can again produce another kind of peculiar idea , feel that it is twisted. Really, the more, twisted thing can bring not beautiful sense the more, also is people sense organs goes up common name " ugly ". " America" is remote one step unexpectedly only with " ugly ". I still think , even if it is ugly, there is also its great place, because of it is human conscience the phenomenon of can not wipe. The soil in "America" takes off , their is silent do not make sound land growth has dismissed! Have again, " coil to send woman " make such sacrifice for son, isn't its behavior value worth? Her pair son holds to entrust completely, it can be said as French writer rain fruit that this entrusts: "It is to" ( see rainP181)?
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